I want to be with you,
but your millions of miles away.
i wish you would call just to ask about my day.
it would make things so much better if i could hear you voice,
I guess i can't complain too much, after all this was my choice.
i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes.
i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies.
its so hard to spend my time without you
my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide.
i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face,
i promised my self i'll be with you only....
please come back soon.... i want you to breath. 


I MISS YOU..... 

I have got a feeling so pure so alive,
that someone is so special in my life,
holding his hand i can walk throughout the world,
without caring about the world so cruel, so wild....

Arguments carry the love, the shout which sue,
but it always ends up in 3 words- I LOVE U,
the bonding of our love never ends in to break up,
because he loves me so much and the same i do...

My love for him cannot be written by this pen,
every moment we shared, all time we spent,
but i wanna make him feel how much i love him,
as he often expects me to show, to pretend...

I love you my dear and this is no lie,
i love u so much despite of the fact that u make me cry,
but please never let me feel i dont deserve you- my love,
as it often makes me feel low, makes me feel to die...

The feelings we share, the love we hold,
your love, trust and purity makes me feel bold,
i love u, i love u and i love u -thats all i wanna let u know,
u r safe in my heart as i will never let u go.... 

MY DEAR LOVE...




what i write here .... 
how i write my feeling .... 
but i want to say something to u shubham....
i miss u ...... i miss u so much 
now, i can imagine how u spent ur day without me ...
how u behave like mad without me...
same thing happened to me today 
every minute every second i'm hurting my self 
i'm coming online to find u .. 
i want to sleep b'cos at least i want to see u in my dreams ... 
i'm missing our sweet memories ...
ur smile ur craziness ur anger ur tears 
everything...... im missing 
i know and everyone know that how much u love me

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& i know that u loves me more than i love u
i dont know how u love me thins much 
but today i miss ur care.... i miss ur every loving words..
so many friends i have ...
when u were here i was talking to my friends... but 
today i dont feel to talk with anyone... 
i want to say this all to u but how can i tell u....
i want to share my pain with u but how can share ...
even i cant talk with my friends... i tried to talk and tried to be normal like before 
but fail my love i fail ....
i never learn to live without u......
even one minute one second how i live without u....

broken heart

A broken heart is what I feel
It leads to flowing tears
The sorrow from this loneliness
Gives way to deeper fears
I hurt inside from losing you
I'm often asking why?
How could this end so suddenly?
I feel like I could die
It wasn't very long ago
That you and I embraced
It feels like only yesterday
And now my soul's displaced
I'm trying to find a peaceful thought
Where you and I were strong
But in the absence of your love
My happiness has gone
For all the times we've laughed, we've hugged
And all the times we've kissed
For all the times we've made sweet love
Your touch is what I've missed
I truly hope there comes a day
When love will reunite
I'll wipe away these lonely tears
I cry throughout the night

i think i lost my self....

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
 when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be.
My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,
I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.
My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.
My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.
My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,
It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.
My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love and care.
How much I love you is all i know,
i just feel it and I dont want to show
I miss you with every beat of my heart, no doubt
you are the only one of whom i can think about..... 

You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
Believe in me when no one else does
You’re my now, my is, my was.
When you call my name I begin to blush,
I'm afraid people notice I need you so much.
When I'm with you time flies by fast.
It's like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you more than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
And hope my life can stay this way
I don't want it to be any other way.

my love

My love for you is too immense to measure
And your touch how it gives me oh so much pleasure
You literally take my breath away
In my life you just must always stay

The emotions you stir are of ardent love
With a devotion that comes from the stars above
And our passion we share unites us as one
Fulfilling the desires is just so much fun

I have given you the key to my frail heart
With the dream that we will never part
As I write these words I hope you will heed
I pray that I shall be all that you need